Ownership
Hey friends, it’s been long since I last saw you here in my blog.
I’ve been quiet because I did lose my voice in personal life.
To be honest, I’ve been feeling blocked and working on relationships.
Last year, I spent most of my time making art.
This year, I’ve been spending time making Tricia.
I’m not worried my flow won’t come back. (Alright, perhaps still a little.)
I know I need to solve Tricia’s problems to make her feel safe and comfortable again
in order for art to return.
Since I’m can’t paint, I’m allowing myself to gain new experiences with more people,
doing things I’ve never done before as a way to slowly find Tricia back.
I’m not sure if I’m making progress but I’m at least trying to make changes.
So, I signed myself up for a two-day hiking trip with other three couple friends.
I was indeed quite nervous and secretly wishing it could be canceled with bad weather.
When our hiking guide confirmed we were really going, I thought it must be the message from the universe.
I will surrender.
How it started…
(Look at our happy innocent smiles before everything started :目)
How it was going…
We walked through lots of our favorite silver grass forest (芒草森林) and stinging nettle (咬人貓).
Then, as we reached higher altitude, more tree roots climbing and root stairs walking.
Occasionally, easy rock climbing with ropes.
Multiple little breaks with sweet snacks that I normally wouldn’t touch.
For the first time,
I realised how firm the tree roots are supporting us.
How bouncy soft was the earth underneath my feet.
Layers of soil on top of tree roots with hollow structure, just perfect for roots to grow.
Just as we all do, we need space to allow ourselves to grow and be grounded.
’If you’re lost in the mountains, the first thing you should do is hug a tree. Trees make you feel safe.’
Our guide said.
I think that’s so true.
Approaching the destination as if we were walking into a mysterious unknown land.
I’m not religious and definitely not superstitious.
But I do believe in the energy of universe.
And I feel this astrology message describes my feelings lately very well.
On the way back
I was doubting myself a little before leaving the campsite because I was feeling my legs and shoulders quite a lot already.
Will I be able to walk another 7 hours to walk back? Luckily, the second time is always easier, knowing what’s ahead of us.
One of the couples decided to take a more challenging route by mistake, different from everyone else.
They made it easily by only looking at the next step below them instead of looking at the destination from afar.
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